The poor

There was a time, when sitting in a cafe, an old woman came to me. She looked weak and hadn't a lunch. So I gave her some thousands, hope her got a lunch.

In the middle of the night on my way to home, it was raining. Then I looked for a shelter and finally found it. On the downpour, two wet boys came to me to ask for money to get some dinner..Oh My God..How poor. Then I gave them some. Some moment, I guessed him 31 years old, a guy came and called the boys. He asked the boys,"What do you get today boys?."

Then I realized the guy used the poor boys to earn money all day long for his own.

At the moment, I promised on my self to not give anything to poor anymore. For four months, I refused to give money to the poor, even while walking with my friends and they come, I told my friend to not give them anything and telling him who behind the poor.

Till one moment, when I prayed Isya. The Imam said:

In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful.

1. Have you considered him who calls the judgment a lie?
2. That is the one who treats the orphan with harshness.
3. And does not urge (others) to feed the poor.
4. So woe to the praying ones,
5. Who are unmindful of their prayers
6. Who do (good) to be seen,
7. And withhold the necessaries of life.

Forgive me God...
just like a slap to what I've done...
Finally, I realized that to refuse giving some to the poor was wrong. But remember the guy using the poor boys, so I will give them food to eat not money...Thank's God to remind me

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